Twenty Degrees Apart (Babbette’s POV)

Chapter Twenty Eight

Thousands of miles from home sitting in the grass with Shelby’s

head resting on my lap, looking out across the lake, cherry blossom

petals dance with grace in the cool crisp air, I thought of how simple

my life was before Boone disappeared and now my whole world has

done a complete three sixty.

My Husband was fucking alien napped, my father, whom I hadn’t

seen since I was five years old dies and leaves the successor of his

fortune which includes running one of the largest most powerful mob

families in the world, I have fallen in love with a woman that will most

likely break my heart, I have let myself get seduced by a possessed

Julie and I’m sitting here in China to spy on Jin Liang so I can get in

contact with some race of aliens called the Wanarions. Could I possibly

get myself into any more shit…Oh wait, I can’t have children.

Children was never really a topic of conversation for me and Boone.

At the risk of sounding selfish we just wanted to spend all our time

with each other without sharing our attention with a child. It

wasn’t that we didn’t want kids just we didn’t feel the need to have

any right away. We was never really the kind of people to goo and gaa

over babies and sure as hell didn’t think it was right for us to bring a

baby into the world until we could make damn sure we could provide

it with the best and care for it the way all children deserved. However

Boone would joke around every now and then and say when time was

right I better give him a little blue eyed Babbette, but now that will

never be.

My thoughts were broke when I heard laughter of two young lovers

chasing each other around a Ginkgo tree. I looked down at a sleeping

Shelby, her head rested peacefully in my lap, I don’t think I have ever

noticed that small dimple in her left cheek before. Staring at her

beauty she startled me when she whispered, “you know I can feel you

watching me…and I know what you’re thinking.” Caressing her cheek

lightly with my fingertips, “oh yeah…enlighten me ole wise one what

am I thinking?” She sat up, “you’re not alone. With me by your side…”

she placed her hand over my heart, “and Boone in here, you’re never

alone. He is with us every step of the way.” The stinging of tears set

my eyes ablaze, my chest caving in as I tried to breathe.

Here is this woman that has trusted me enough to let me love her

and allowed her heart to fall in love with me knowing all I live and

breathe for is to get to Boone. She understands my love for Boone,

yet she has never questioned my love for her. What web have I

woven… How the hell is he going to understand that I’m in love with

two totally different people and will he believe me when I tell him

that my love for Shelby has not and will not affect my love for him,

how loving Shelby is different than loving him, but never the less I’m

in love with her. She may be my sunshine but he is my rain, she’s the

ocean, he is a cool breeze, she is the stars but he is the galaxy that

holds it all together. Boone is the smile on my face and the blue in my

eyes, he is the blood in my veins, but together they are the pulse on

my wrist. Will Boone except this, will he except Shelby.

Pushing my hair behind my ear she kissed me softly, “you know you

can talk to me about anything right?” Looking at her with tear filled

eyes I broke, “I miss him so fucking much it hurts…” my air caught in

my lungs, feels as if the ground disappeared from under me, “It hurts

to breath…Shelby, we both know there has to be somewhere out

there better than this fucking place…what if he never comes back …

and now Doc says because of the accident I may never be able to have

children…everything around me is falling apart and I don’t…” leaning

into me her lips grazing mine she whispered, “shhh, Darlin, I know

where ever he is he is fighting like hell to get back to you…and when

he does he will not care if you can have kids or not…you know how I

know…because he is totally, madly, deeply in love with you just as I

am and that is what I would do.” My body collapsed into hers as she

wrapped her arms around me. Her embrace, warm, safe, loving

makes me feel at peace.

Twenty Degrees Apart

This small piece of “Twenty Degrees Apart” is in Boone’s POV

“There is a reason people in these clubs are bored. The men here don’t know the difference between making love and fucking. The women here want to be fucked, and the husbands couldn’t buy a vowel of understanding the concept of fucking unless “Vanna” in the flesh gave them a vowel for free!
She will be moved here, thrown there, bent this way and that way, used mainly, and never asked what she wants or desires herself. This of course creates the impression the dominant male does in fact know exactly what area to touch or stroke just at the right time to blast his lady off into orbit of multiple orgasmic bliss.
For both parties involved; there is a trade in control so both get what they want. This trade by any sane observer would appear to be controlled by the male but in fact it is the female by desire and unspoken trust that is in control of this type of passion. Her willingness to allow herself to be perceived submissive is the very control. This tradeoff creates desire, heat, passion and satisfaction. In the end completely spent she mistakenly thinks sex of this type is the best and most complete.
If continued the time will come she will abandon this practice because the understanding the love of her life, the very man she choose to freely give her heart, body, trust, and all that makes her a woman will never allow her this type of passion in her martial bed. Because in the eyes of her husband she is a flower, a Mother, a china doll too precious to be tainted by this type of lust. Raw lust driven by heat in his eyes will cause him to label her a slut or whore. Once she understands her soul mate will never express the raw desire she deserves by birthright she will abstain rather than indulge.
The truth is if every husband would treat his wife the very same way he would treat a secret lover then a large number of broken homes would never occur. Men are truly clueless sometimes.
Both sexes are keenly aware due to the passage of time that making love which as we all know is the other kind of sex that gets boring quick for all, I’ll leave that part of the human sexual experience for the teenagers and early twenty something’s that still believe in fairy tales and candy cotton balls.”

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Immortal Love

  I looked out across the sandy desert landscape, feeling the warmth of the sun as it came up over the horizon. I felt an overwhelming sense of joy, peace, and love wash over me. As I blended the yellows and oranges together Alec’s arms slipped around my waist he buried his face in the side of my neck,
“What’s bothering you Lillian?”

Putting down my paintbrush I leaned back against him,
“Before I met you I never thought about love. At one point I did think I was in love with Duncan, but I met you. Even with the nasty events that took place that brought me here wasn’t enough to keep me from falling in love you, so when all the memories of our past life and the love we shared came back to me it was like…well, like the sun rising. The world is already beautiful with the shining stars in the night sky, but when the sun comes up and kisses the night good morning everything wakes up and comes to life. That’s what you done to me, you woke me up. You brought me to life.”

He turned me around to face him with his arms still around me,
“Lillian, when you died the only thing that kept me going was knowing I would find you again someday. I didn’t care how far I had to go. I didn’t care how long it would take, because I knew this day right here would come, the day when I would feel you in my arms again, the day I would hear your voice say my name, the day I would feel our soul emerge as one when we make love. I would do it all again because my love for you is immortal Lillian.”

Twenty Degrees Apart

  He lead me out to the parking lot to his Softtail, while he got in his saddlebag I pulled my hair up in a ponytail. “Here..” He handed me a leather coat. “No biker babe should be without an leather jacket.” He put it on me, zipped it up and climbed on his bike, he motioned his head letting me know he was ready for me to join him. With my arms wrapped around him, my face nestled in his back we rode out of town away from the city lights.

We stopped to an overlook, no matter which way you looked the sky was littered with stars. Walking toward the over look I seen a blanket that was surrounded with candles, I felt an Overwhelming since of happiness, love and gratefulness.“Boone, what did you do?” He smacked my ass to hurry my step. “Come on.. can’t a guy do something nice for his girl?”

Laying on the blanket with my head on his chest looking up At the stars he pointed up, “do you see that..a falling star. You know what they say about falling stars?” I shook my head no. “they say when two people see a falling star together that means they are in love.” He kissed the top of my head almost as if he felt my heart beating out of my chest. He nudged me up off of him and faced me, “listen Babbette, I know we have been seeing each other for a couple months…but these couple months have been the happiest months in my life. I can’t explain it but..” He paused took my face in his hands and look so deep in my eyes he could see my soul. “I am deeply and hopelessly in love with you.”

Tears of pure joy filled my eyes as he reached in his jacket pocket and pulled out a small velvet box. He slowly opened the box, looked up into my eyes once more, “I know this is fast, probably downright fucken crazy, but when I breathe you in it gives me the drive to fight…I can’t image my life without you, I don’t want to be without you… marry me Babbette?” I started to cry. Me… plan Jane Babbette looking into the eyes of the most amazing person she has ever known, a man she was totally swept off her feet over the moment she sat eyes on him, the man that she is completely and utterly in love with. Choked on bliss I nodded, “yes…” I threw my arms around his neck buried my face in his hair, “yes Boone I’ll marry you”

He pulled me into him Raise my head by my chin and for just a moment a single tear found its way out of the corner of his eye. He kissed me deep with so much passion I felt light headed. Sliding my jacket down off my shoulder he ran his moist tongue along the side of my neck. His warm breath sent tiny fingers of electricity through my entire body waking up ever nerve ending.

 

A Poem for the darker side of love:

    Beguile

Attention, My Lady lend an ear to rhyme and riddle wish you to hear.
Thine eyes betray a secret held low, thine eyes Beguile, beckon I to behold.
Betrayed thine is owner of Soul, uncover a mirror refection of cold.
Inward the mirror Beguile now goes, a witness of travels left to right
The ear holds. A song of sadness the Soul does sing, Beguile the
tears fall as rain. Tortured, sadness, the tale now told
the owner runs hiding in shadows alone. Beguile removed from one
he seeks, searching in vain for the soul, which does weep.
To and fro, from here to there, never the soul his desire to share.
Hidden is she from sight and sound, tired Beguile he must lay down.
Crying in pain he screams for her to hear, “Why my love, owner
of Soul are you not here”? To late is she, the scream now heard, Beguiles
light now gone, removed from hers.
Alone in this land owner of soul does hide,
In a cave, devoid of light, and filled with bile.
Sadness and pain ravages the Soul, fasten to stone,
the Soul now alone. Death arrives, swift and bold, for the owner of soul
now worn an old. Alone is she now a lost soul, never Beguile her eyes to behold
My tale now told, a rhyme of old, no happiness
Or love for Beguile or Soul.
***DA117***

 

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My Day..

I set out today to work on my presentation I have to give up at the Quinn Library on Valentine’s Day, however I can’t stay focused, so I thought I would write…no such luck, I can’t stay focused on that either… So I been playing around with Photoshop and made a new business card instead…what do you all think?